1 long week
Monday, March 21, 2005
Well, it's been one week since my hubby went to Thailand for his OCS training. So sad, never see him for a week le. Miss him so much... Maybe that's why I sort of fell ill this week. Had a bout of Flu.
Haiz, 3 more weeks to my exams. This semester is really hard. The subjects are demanding and the practicals are really crazy. I have to hand in 1 assignment and 4 reports by the next week. Oh my God! Now I'm wondering what is going to happen to my life. Obviously, I can't be the 1st Class honours pple, but the point is why and how the hell I can't motivate myself to study just harder? Have I resigned to my fate of not being able to be the best? Did I give up because I know no matter how hard I try, I can't possibly be what I wanna be?
Maybe I'm just plain lazy..... =P
Hehe, friends, if you are reading this, motivate each other to strive hard ok?
I went to collect my contact lens which was delayed for about 1 month and the lens just didn't come! I demanded a refund and I was told the refund will take one week to process.... =.=" Well, wouldn't you be pissed?
oO eeeeek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It seems my life is going to waste. Why should I waste my time lazing around... maybe this is the so-called learned helplessness. You stop trying because you feel that you can't succeed no matter how hard you try. Well, I least I did try.
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