Whether to turn evil or not
Monday, January 29, 2007
Well, I'm still pondering whether I should be on evil mode for the next few weeks. If you have read my previous entry, I'm still kinda pissed off. One colleague sensed that I was weird the whole day, coz I wasn't as noisy as I normallly am. Well, I'm going to turn nasty on a lot of stuff and change, starting from the bad habit of giving in to other people when I don't really want to.
ScenariosA:" Want eat cake at Quad?"
Me ( growing broke): " Ok lo." <--- Damn stupid
A: "Wanna go out?"
Me ( tired): " Sure, ok lo." <---- mocking at myself again
A:" Can you charge cheaper on your tuition rates? Please la, cheaper can?"
Me ( I'm so god-darn busy with my FYP and here you are expecting me to slash my fees?) : " That's the cheapest I can go already"
A:" Please la, cheaper?"
Me:" Ok la, ok la" <------- I really think I'm getting pushed around too easily.
Other cases in which I felt very stupidA:" Eh, XXX got more As than you leh. What's up with the Bs?"
Me:Speechless<--- Wanna slap that fellow up down left and right...
Conversation without me at the scene ( heard from someone la)A: "I think they should not be working together. XXX please handle other work and let her handle that. "
B: "Ya lo, they getting very close."
C: " Ya, ya... later go in 2 people come out three people." <--- wanna bash this guy up also... I suspect this is the same guy as the one in the scenario above.
I don't care if this is a joke or what, I personally felt quite offended when I knew that such a conversation occurred.
*So here I am here announcing that I am going to become very selfish from now onwards. Damn it. To be merciful to others is to be cruel to oneself. Getting very pissed off right now.*
Why do I always get bullied
*Shakes head*
I get bullied by many people.
Sobz~~~~~
In need of time management
Sunday, January 28, 2007
I can't believe how disorganized I have become. I'm been quite pissed off lately. My sup was also involved in the project and starting from monday he has to take up on another one. I'm not sure whether this is a good thing or a bad thing, considering I have to purify 6 types of proteins. Damn it. One is already purified and I have about 5 more to go. What's maddening is the fact that I try to go to school early and I almost always have to leave the lab at a late time. Why? So many reasons. Waiting time is one thing, another is the fact that I need to wait for others to finish using the equipment before I can use it. The latter is not a very big problem. The thing is, I plan what I have intended to do and suddenly people just tell me, " Hey can you do that procedure today? I'm like what?!" But I can't really complain about it right?
Another thing I want to complain is that, the JC students attached to my lab do not have the decency to return things back where they are supposed to be. Make buffer already? Put the things back and wash them lah. Don't expect me to wash them for you. I hope they remember to return things back in future. I told them once already. Now my colleagues are all complaining about it also. Can you imagine my lab is already so darn crowded, and I don't really appreciate you girls leaving your mess behind on a table and make it look even messier?
Remember about hypocrites? I find that everyone must be wary of hypocrites, especially those in the working world. Everyone wants to please the boss.... =_=" Everyone is a hypocrite, right? *Points to everyone, including myself*
I'm not sure why, but I have begun to get a little sick of things.
I'm starting to get very pissed off in my lab. One day I may really retaliate. I hope my temper does not get out of control.
I'm not going to bloody starve myself just to finish up on the project. They always ask me why I never plan my experiments? But the fact is I did. You don't bloody ask me why I never plan my experiments when I go home late. Do you think I want to reach home late? How would I know that the flow rate of my column became darn slow? Sure, I can use a syringe and pump air into the column. But you think that is good for my proteins? I don't really think so. Leaving the lab late does not necessarily mean that I never plan the darn experiments. I can't help it when I want to start on another experiment suddenly when I feel the urge to, just to finish up on the project. Ok, I shall concentrate on certain proteins first. Not in a rush to finish up on every protein.
* And you don't bloody judge me *
When I really get flared up, you don't really want to come near me.
Another thing is about grades and gender. I can't believe how sexist people still are and~ how they compare grades. Sure, I'm not an Ace student. So what? People need not be highly educated to become earn more than university graduates. I minor in psychology because of interest, not because of how many As I don't have on my transcript. You think I like to juggle schoolwork with labwork? Just because the bloody system always make the pyschology modules clash with my core modules, I have to take them this semester. Anyway I'm just talking about a colleague. Not the boss.
Yea, I think that's about it all. Think I'm going to complain again next week.
Hypocrites
Hypocrites are so annoying.
Justin Timberlake/Sexyback
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Scottie Tails: My Date with Barney, the First Dog
Clubbing?
Last sat: Me, Peck Yean, Siew Kee and Sharon went clubbing at
St.James. I think I really can get hooked to the place over there.
But: * Horrified when an Indian guy suddenly went up to me and asked me to dance and sort of like pulled me over somemore...kinda weird to be asked by a stranger * =_=" *
Luckily Peck Yean helped out~ Haha, must say
thankz to her on my blog. ;D
Let's go clubbing some day again? Ok? Haha, so busy with FYP and stuff, so not very sure whether would have the time to do so~
*Shit, I'm hooked onto the song sexy-back by justin timberlake... So~ weird when I first heard it but subsequently, kinda nice. Good song to dance to also.... *
I got the blues...
Think my prof not very happy that we did not manage to get to XingYing's lab meeting on time...
Oh no~
Now comes the good, or bad news, I'm all on my own in the project! Yes, I would be seperated from my sup... hahaha~ OMG, the whole lab like teasing him and me lo. Sianz~~~ So, from monday onwards, he would be handling other projects and I would be on my own on this project!
*God bless me please!*
Anyway, my blues would be the added amount of stress on the workload and that I have to go and teach tuition on weekends. Shit!
Girls Out Loud - Episode 5 Part 3
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Busy like crazy
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Well, I'm glad that all my things are proceeding smoothly.
Now the lamenting starts....Argh~ today I feel like a klutz... Spill water on my pants and shirt coz I didn't notice that the water had not frozen in the ice tray used in transfer of proteins! OMG~ wonder if any chemicals got into my skin. Sian, if my lab cold then I will wear lab coat la, but no... my lab is not cold at all, it's a bit warm. Why? Because my side of the lab has so many people that I really feel very squeezed. OMG!!! There are 2 JC students in my lab. The more the amount of people in the lab, the more heat generated and the higher the temperature coz we have soooo many people in the lab!
Shoot! This is the second week of school but I feel as if I have been here for another semester already! Lab work is really laborious. I actually stayed back until 11pm last night! Sheesh! Ok, I have to plan my schedule, but then, my sup actually gives me more work to do when I thought I'm done for the day.
* Grumbles *Then someone in K yu's lab(besides SK) using hp with keypad tone on lo... WTF? Darn irritating leh. If she messages the whole day what am I going to do? Go bonkers? But sigh, what to do, she's so friendly... cannot just tell her to shut the phone up right?
Must be the stress coming up on me. Otherwise I won't be so fed up now. Hopefully, I can go back early tomorrow. *
Prays hard only have to purify protein*
I wanna spend more time with my darling~ But he's on night shift. Hating this schedule already.
AND I feel so darn old now! Look at the JC students and look at myself... wah, getting old liao, can get married liao (My sup knows about me and Mark, then he was saying " Wah, you two can get married liao~" .. ok my other colleagues agar know la)
OMG~ All my years of youth.... but good la, I have not wasted time. I'm glad that Mark is with me. Hehe~ Feels so weird without him~
Ok~ now watching superstar results show... hmmm....
The results are:
female winner = Diya... (she's from NTU... lol)male winner = I know peck yean wants Darren to win right? Still waiting for the results... Haha~
Need more strength
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Now, I'm bugged with Flu after the terrible ordeal of both flu and headache yesterday. Anyway, I guess I really need to start working hardeer. I think my prof expects alot from both me and Imelda so I really need to try harder. Yea~ Hopefully I can get better grades!
oO OMG, I missed out on the Tiramisu cake yesterday coz I didn't go to school! Sobz~ it's tiramisu cake with bailey's and other alcohol.
T_T So sad.....
Feeling Jazzy
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Well, listening to Jazz now... =)
Do you know that my lab has the radio on while everyone is working? It's quite a good environment to work in. Think I've been really tired and feeling down also, so I guess it's alright to break down once in a while.
Work has been really smooth and I hope to keep it this way.
