Bored........ WHy can't I start studying?
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Juz finished watching campus superstar results. Heh, Geraldine was in as well as Jun hui. Lol~ My mum says my bf and Jun Hui look alike. I bet to differ though there is a little resemblance there. Oopz... think that guy looked morelike my bf's brother instead, buy my bf brother more goo-looking lah. Hehe~~
Back to my complains, oh ya, whenever I wanna start studying, I would just walk away and do other stuff, that's why I'm going to school tomorrow. To Study!!! Hehe~ My dear gonna scold me if he finds out that I'm not studying and that I'm staying up so late. Oopz~~ Well, come to 3rd year, there's really a lack of drive in me to complete my stuff and study. Though sometimes I force myself to study, I can't always concentrate. Maybe it's because of all the distractions or maybe I'm still reminded of the terror during Primary Six. HOrrible sia. Nowadays kids are leading better lives, well, sort of, during my time( I'm not that old lah), my primary school teacher can just slap you left, right and upside down. I also dunno what the problem is. The thing is I think teachers should really think whether such actions benefit the students. You can hit us on the hand, but not on our face... Dratz... still have to kneel down and stuff, really since then I'm a bit afraid of books already. Sheesh. Some kids just cannot take it, I know someone who turned quite shut in after the trauma. Yea, maybe our folks think it's ok but then, luckily I'm not always the one who gets slapped and stuff, and my face has not been disfigured or whatever.
Whatever... just need to settle my scores in the exams... study like so hard in primary school then waste my efforts in secondary and JC, sometimes it's not really fair lo. Haiz, the older I grow, the more I learn and the more I learn I think too much about stuff that I shouldn't have done. To friends I hurt, I may hurt you without knowing it. Some of them won't know also, I dunno where they are now.Maybe I should just return back to that time, but I can't.
Well, just keep learning.
