I can't sleep?
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Today's paper is a normal paper, not too easy, not too hard. I could have done better, I told myself. Must be the 11 marks question that I have chosen wrongly. I was so blur, that I did the harder one than the one that I could have easily scored. I may have lost 8 marks because of that... Sigh.. when you think 8 marks is not too bad. I don't think it's ok. It's not that I didn't study enough for the paper. It was the confidence in me. In my head popped out the correct answers, but if I had more trust in my instinct and my knowlegde, I wouldn't have lost so many marks for this paper. Sigh* This might cost my potential B grade to drop to C grade or even worse. Hmmm... i think C is more potential.
I should study harder for the 2 papers. This is not a good week. I got 3 baby birds to rear. They really eat alot, stink but they are sort of cute...All three are very small, mynahs, I think. Featherless and one has an abnormality in the "thigh" as the bone structure is really weird. Hmmm~ something went wrong in development of limb? Spare me the pathways... I want to empty my head and carry on with my other 2 papers: Human Genetics, and Experimental Techniques.
Today is not a constructive day. I wanted to study BS310 but I was so depressed by my exam answers that I just gave myself a break. Hah, ate a little but also... Can't get to sleep now... Sad... how? Hee~ but I must thank my group of friends for supporting me. =) Thankz girls... must have stunned you all when I broke down for a few minutes.
Now I must look forward to the Hong Kong Trip.
Oh.... checked out Xia Xue's blog today also. She's the type who speaks her mind. Well.... sometimes people do get offended due to misinterpretation of content. But I have some comments on her blog on the religion stuff: It is not a matter of natural selection. It is a matter of education and equal access to resources for these people involved. But then again, even people in developed countries who are religion extremists, do frightening things. Even intelligent people can get their minds screwed into these type of stuff... depending how you see what intelligent is, I guess...
Without sorrow, there is no joy; without evil, there is no good;without the rich, there is no poor;without fear, there is no hope.
Without you, there is no "I'.
Such is the world, full of colours and greys.
And it shall forever be. There is no end to war except apocalyspe.
