Whether to turn evil or not
Monday, January 29, 2007
Well, I'm still pondering whether I should be on evil mode for the next few weeks. If you have read my previous entry, I'm still kinda pissed off. One colleague sensed that I was weird the whole day, coz I wasn't as noisy as I normallly am. Well, I'm going to turn nasty on a lot of stuff and change, starting from the bad habit of giving in to other people when I don't really want to.
ScenariosA:" Want eat cake at Quad?"
Me ( growing broke): " Ok lo." <--- Damn stupid
A: "Wanna go out?"
Me ( tired): " Sure, ok lo." <---- mocking at myself again
A:" Can you charge cheaper on your tuition rates? Please la, cheaper can?"
Me ( I'm so god-darn busy with my FYP and here you are expecting me to slash my fees?) : " That's the cheapest I can go already"
A:" Please la, cheaper?"
Me:" Ok la, ok la" <------- I really think I'm getting pushed around too easily.
Other cases in which I felt very stupidA:" Eh, XXX got more As than you leh. What's up with the Bs?"
Me:Speechless<--- Wanna slap that fellow up down left and right...
Conversation without me at the scene ( heard from someone la)A: "I think they should not be working together. XXX please handle other work and let her handle that. "
B: "Ya lo, they getting very close."
C: " Ya, ya... later go in 2 people come out three people." <--- wanna bash this guy up also... I suspect this is the same guy as the one in the scenario above.
I don't care if this is a joke or what, I personally felt quite offended when I knew that such a conversation occurred.
*So here I am here announcing that I am going to become very selfish from now onwards. Damn it. To be merciful to others is to be cruel to oneself. Getting very pissed off right now.*
