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Thursday, February 15, 2007
Today I took day off....
Haha~ Felt quite relaxed. I should have taken a break earlier and not push myself.
Sometimes I would rather take a weekday off as compared to a weekend. Why? I hate the crowd when I shop. It sucks to squeeze into the crowd when you are doing shopping.
Now now, it's really time to make a change and really change for the better. It's time to stop hankering after status. Life is really weird. When you suddenly realized that you have been a fool, being pushed around by others, you complain and resent, and even vow to make a change. Now life has its own ups and downs, and you realize that people are by nature pushy or that they have done that unintentionally. Well, it's tiring to accomodate people, it's time to rest.
Take charge of your own life and live happily. If you are unhappy accomodating with others, then why accomodate? But life is not only about happiness. Life is funny. It's what you make of it. I should have more confidence in myself. I should take control. I should not bother with what people think of me. But there's a certain limit.
Life is not having the best in everything, it is not expecting the best to happen to you. It is not about you. It is about everything. Everything occurs for a certain reason, but sometimes there is no reason. It just happens. To make life easier, start by taking everything in you stride. They say that the higher one climbs, the harder one falls. I think there are two meanings in the later phase. One is that the fall would be devastating, whereas if you think it differently, it may not be as easy to fall if you hold on tight to your ladder and keep everything in balance, I'm not sure whether your centre of gravity affects anything. Haha~ *Ironic laugh*
Shoot~ I think I have really degraded. Life is not about pleasure. Hah, think I have been watching too many shows and really been too lazy to do anything. Hah, the evil part of me has yet been released. I surely do not want anything like that to occur at all~
This is really a freaking long blog. All about me, me and more me... so let's change the subject.
Ydae's Vdae cum Yulei's bdae celebration was fine~ some of us were running up and down the lab whereas some are there throughout the whole thing. I think I was more interested in Xiling's cookies and Yulei's muachee than the pizza and golden pillow... oopz~ Been having a sweet tooth recently...
And my merci chocolates melted coz of the blazing weather. >.< oopz, sry gals~
Note to self: Just be myself~
not the one that I hate.
