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Monday, April 16, 2007
Well, it's quite a nuisance when people invite you to join their "Facebook", "Where are you now" and other websites that are friendster-like. I mean, there are really too many of these types of webbies and I can't seem to remember which ones I have joined for they are just too many and I am just one spartan.
Can't we just add each other on msn or something and just link each other to our blogs or msnspaces? This is getting all too messy. Sheesh!
I can't seem to remember the last time that I was on Friendster. It lags during certain times and I hate all the waiting. Also, I would rather read my friend's blog or call/sms them personally if I want to find out how they are getting on. People don't necessarily update their friendster all the time. The internet is really too big for me. I blog. I msn. I seldom deliberately find silly links and videos to email my friends. I just forward them. If I have so much time on hand to do all these things, I think I'm really a internet junkie. I fear becoming too reliant on this double-edged sword technology. It's so frightening to live without technology.
I
*heart* my laptop and I totally dig my hp, both of which are sort of like presents from my darling, except that I would be paying for the laptop's remaining installments. Boys can't live without their gadgets too, I suppose. I can't imagine my darling not bringing his psp and hp to work. Somehow, guys like to update their gadgets. I know of a couple of dudes who like to do that. Luckily, I am not the type who is after the latest model of gadgets b'coz I would still use my trusty Nokia 7610 if it hadn't died on me. I buy new models of hp when my old models die on me. So my hp has progressed from being a ericsson da ge da ( bulky hp), to Nokia 3310 (which was lost), to Nokia 8250 (which is confirmed dead coz I tried to use it recently), to Nokia 6610 (died on me when I flew to NZ) to Nokia 7610 (which had problems surfacing when I went to HK), to DisneyMobile900 ( temporary replacement for Nokia 7610) and now I possess the Nokia E65, which is not something that I thirst for coz it's pricey. But heck, I still got it after my darling persuaded me to buy a 3G hp and insisted that I get this one.
AND I really
*heart* it now.
So I personally rank it as my all-time favourite and my Nokia 7610 is second in place, it's like kinda like the lover that died on you and you cry over it. I will remember it always.
*Salutes Nokia 7610*Third in place would be my nokia 8250 coz it's so compact and cool.
Don't all these sort of relate to the types of guys?
The Nokia E65 is like a husband, coz it's multifunctional. Hahahaha
The Nokia 7610 is like the true love that you didn't marry.... and
The Nokia 8250 is like a fling. Erm wait, think this part is a little unsuitable.
*Pauses and thinks*Well, phones don't last as long as relationships, and your true love may be your husband. I am not encouraging flings, but crushes are allowed I guess. To have a crush on somebody is a healthy thing but don't step overboard and plunge into a sea of turmoil later on! Hahaha~
But seriously lah, it's a matter of following your heart vs following your stomach. My thinking has matured somewhat and I don't think following your heart is always the best option coz feelings may die down even though it's as passionate as a fire in the beginning. So why not opt for someone that can support you ( both emotionally and financially) and love you more than you love him? All the crap about being able to support oneself is abit too idealistic to me. For me, I guess I'll feel better to be dependent rather than independent. I would still be working coz this society forces us to work our butts off for materialism. I need to find something to do to prevent me from getting to the stage of branded-goods hunting. As you grow older, life gets complicated. When you are old, your health gets complicated. So is it better to die young than old? All these questions are thoughts that may have occurred to you, and maybe you haven't found the correct answers yet. Sometimes I find certain people pathetic even though they have been successful. But who am I to judge. Well, life is what you make out of it. Your life is in your hands, control it. Sometimes it's kinda stupid when you blame on somethings that are really within your control.
Just a little exercise here.
I mock myself for being indifferent to others.
I mock myself for being irresponsible.
I mock myself for looking down on others.
I mock myself for being rude to my loved ones.
I mock at my temper.
I mock at my fickleness
I mock at my kindness
I mock at materialism
I mock at terrorism
I mock myself in taking things too seriously when it comes to friends
I mock at everyone and everything.
* STOP WAR, GAIN PEACE *So do you have something to mock at? Just start your own mock excercise * PUN intended*If you don't understand the pun, check the dictionary for mock.
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